I felt like it was the worst laughter I've ever let out in front of them, I was even crying at the end of it.  And I felt SO bad, because I know how it feels like to be a mother of a child who's having a tantrum / meltdown... and there I was laughing til I had tears down my cheeks, I felt so crazy especially when I realised no one else found it as hilarious as I did.  Hahah.



Here's me looking a bit more normal. 

Another thing you can see from the pictures is that I've now grown so fat, and it doesn't help that I am wearing white, which only emphasizes how fat I've grown, haha. 

I don't really mind being fat, honestly, I suppose one day I will kinda lose the weight (insha Allah!!) but just now a couple of sisters asked me if I was pregnant, and I was like hohmaigawd no!! 

For them to ask me direct means they must be quite confident that I am pregnant, which means I really do look pregnant.  Sigh.  I gotta lose this weight asap maaaan.

Anywayyyyyy.  Happy Mother's Day to all the lovely mommies out there!  It's one of the toughest jobs out there, and you can never quit, but it is also the most rewarding job you can ever do :)